Post by Suta Martineke on Jan 29, 2013 17:53:28 GMT -8
Suta sighed as he swished his Bloody Marry thinking back to when he first ever was in this bar. He smiled softly as he thought of that night, he almost burned his face off but it still is one of the best nights he could remember. He believed he had found the one that may have been perfect for him. And I screwed it all up… shit… he thought, getting angry at himself.
“Suta… where the hell have you been?” the pretty bartender asked. Suta sighed again and turned to Rose.
“I was trying to find out my past… and quite possibly screwed up my entire future.” He muttered back to her, not really being loud enough, but there was a change of the DJ so she could hear him.
He sighed for a third time as he thought back to a couple days ago when he handed Dan the file of all he found out about himself, not much, and nothing to trigger his memories but enough to know where he came from.
“You know Rose, I think I might love Dan and ‘cause I wanted to find out my past I messed everything up with him. I wanted to remember him when we first met, as a child. And I messed it all up ‘cause I wanted to do it alone and left him.” He said softly to the bartender. He dropped his head down onto the bar with a dull thud. “What am I going to do…” he asked, almost whined to her.
“Well… you can always not run away again when you see him, from what I hear you went to his pent house in broad daylight, got yourself burnt, gave him a file as soon as you could leave you disappeared.” She said, pressing her lips together with slight anger.
“I know… but I didn’t want to face him… I didn’t know how he would react to me being there any longer than I was, I was afraid. I left him and I’m afraid to say anything to him.” He said his voice muffled by how he had his face pressed to the bar still.
“Why are you afraid, hun? It’s not like he’s going to pull back the curtains while the sun is up and roast you.” She growled slightly. “He’ll most likely yell at you for leaving, and tell you to leave.”
“That’s what I’m afraid of… I want to be with him, I want to be there for him when his dad comes back, I want to be there, and I’m afraid he won’t let me, that he will tell me to get lost and never to see him again.” He muttered just as the new DJ started playing.
He sighed for a fourth time, downed the rest of his drink and handed Rose the money for his drink. He quickly left the bar as he knew Dan often visited the place ‘cause he was good friends with Tristan. He walked through the city quickly to the beach where Dan and himself went after they first met. He quickly took off his shoes and walked to the water’s very edge before sitting down, trying to decide if he should just continue sitting there for another three hours or find someplace to hide once the sun was up again.
((Btw... Suta won't actually stay till the sun comes up even if Dan doesn't find hi by then... he'll find a beach cave and go to the very back. He's just being stupid and dramatic))
